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I don’t know…

Wednesday Wisdom 🙂


Inspiration this week comes from Hebrews 12: 1-2

“…And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us. We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, the champion who initiates and perfects our faith.”


Over the course of the last several months, my favorite farmer and I have developed a habit. I’ve yet to determine if it is a good habit or a bad habit. When things weigh us down, we shake our heads and say “I don’t know.” We say it when we get stuck and can’t figure things out on our own. It is a quiet ask for direction amidst a perceived sea of chaos.

Over the weekend, I decided to intentionally amend the statement in an effort to build a heart filled with hope. Now, instead of “I don’t know”, I say “I don’t know but I trust in the One that does know and I know that He loves me.”

It doesn’t make the hard things go away. But, I think that it helps me build an appropriate perspective in which to deal with them. Most importantly, it allows me to let go of what I can’t control and focus on the fact that I do know that Jesus always shows up. He walks with me – everyday, and through every experience. We are reminded often in the Bible that “with God, all things are possible” so I figure that teaming up with Jesus makes for a pretty good game plan 🙂


Although I’m currently trying to learn how to walk again, rather than running half marathons – I’ve been an athlete my entire life.

I’ve never known a race that was easy.

I know that endurance takes work, perseverance, focus and a heart filled with hope. Sometimes it hurts and often it is uncomfortable, but it is always meaningful.

Just as Jesus always shows up, God has high expectations that I will always show up – with my heart in His hand and a dedication to not only start well but also to finish strong.

How many meaningful lessons are learned by quitting the race before it is over?

Each day, it’s God’s job to tell me what that leg of the race will be. Each day, it’s my job to try to compete with the honor and endurance that Jesus showed to us during his time on earth. I can’t ever be like him, but I can walk (and sometimes run) with him in order to find a faithful victory.

Races are won by those who whole-heartedly choose to compete. Victory comes to those who are willing to personally sacrifice as they honor their coach by obeying his direction. We don’t always have to know. But, we do always have to both trust and be willing to put in the effort.

My pastor reminded me at church on Sunday that “A promising start is not enough”. God doesn’t just call us to start with passion. He calls us to continually walk with Jesus so that we can maintain the courageous faith that it takes to finish strong. The race is long, but a humble and courageous heart is willing to lean in when things get hard – with an intentional focus to not get lost in the middle, and a trusting patience that allows God to mentor us for victory.

God calls us to GO ALL IN – STAY FOCUSED – and FINISH STRONG.

I don’t know a lot of things. That’s okay. I know the important One and I trust that He will provide direction as I give Jesus my heart. Together, we find the patiently passionate endurance that leads to a faithful victory.

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Living With Grace — Finding the Joy…

Today our community lay to rest a beautiful woman — A woman who quietly demonstrated the splendor of living with grace — Eternally radiating joy and optimism amidst her strong and steadfast faith.

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There is something magical about a person that radiates joy. Optimism serves as a magnet, and others naturally look to that special person for support and mentoring. I am not sure that I ever really knew someone whose heart and soul were so full of such unselfish joy before I met Judy.

My favorite farmer was blessed to know her his entire life — the mom of his close friend, Judy had a hand in gently guiding him down his early life path. In typical “Judy fashion” she extended this love to me when I moved to Cozad, and then to my girls when they entered the world.

I believe that there are many who are called “Mother” by a few, but there are a few very special people that are called to be a “mother” to many.

Judy was one of those special few, and she played this role with an exquisite blend of compassion and empathy. Her love for others was followed closely by a love of music. A talented piano player and organist, Judy shared her gift with many. My girls were blessed to have her as a piano teacher from the time that my favorite teenager started Kindergarten.

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Those almost 10 years of piano lessons taught my girls so very much more than music literacy — Judy passed on to them the joy and harmony that comes from a life based on faith. One that is celebrated by music and dancing, and centered in a strong love of God.

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The pot that the girls chose for Judy when she got sick — it speaks volumes toward what she taught them…

Judy had a way of “softening” those around her — reminding us to focus on the priorities of love and faith. It was in this capacity that she most affected my life. There have been countless times in the last 17 years that this “hard-nosed feed yard boss lady” needed a lesson in unconditional love and acceptance of others. It seemed as though whenever I needed this most, I would look up and see Judy smiling at me with a look in her eye that spoke volumes.

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As I sat in the church today, I could hear Judy telling me to look for the joy — The joy that comes from unselfishly sharing yourself with others. Through my tears, I could picture her encouraging me to live with grace—to strive to be the light that allows everyone else’s talents to shine just a little bit brighter.

I call the following mediation from Mother Teresa, “Judy’s Prayer”, because it describes my friend with a beautiful poetic clarity.

Joy shows from the eyes, it appears when one speaks and walks. It cannot be kept closed inside us. It reacts outside. When people find in your eyes that habitual happiness, they will understand that they are the beloved children of God.

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